Tuesday, May 26, 2009

It's been a while!

So, it has beena while since my fist post. I have been extremely busy with school and life in general. It's an interesting time in life. I'm newly married to my great wife Megan, I am a graduate student, I am living in a new city, and I am broke as a joke. I find my self having to come to grips with my arrogance. As a male you always feel that you need to be the bread winner the one supporting your family. I have come to a point in life where i can't do that, that's not to say that I don't want to. And I don't fully agree with that paradigm as well. Regardless, I hae had to humble myself and realize that I can do nothing apart from Christ. There is nothing I can do except pray and trust that God will provide, and He has in many ways. We often think that we can do everything on our own rather than giving our burdens and hardships up to God. Everytime I try and do this I fail or I get burnt out. So, long story short my wife and I are in a hard time in life and are trying our best to give our lives up to Christ and to trust in Him. This is just a short blurb of what I am thinking and I promiss I will write more soon.

Andrew Esqueda
M.A Biblical and Theological Studies
Fuller Theological Seminary